After a loooooonnng time..!!!

its sso...weird...i m writing on this blog after ssso long!!
eventually the first post of 2008 after first 5 months are gone....
life has changed so much in between...
i have changed my job...and entered a new medium...a new venture...
met new people...new experiances...some good some bad...
some people are new but still so ....known....as if they were alwyas there..
and some ...known...but yet....totally strange....
life is in fast tracks....moving....tiring....
i am learing new things....
trying out some experiments...
meeting new people....
trying to understand people...
what they mean when they say somethings...
and more importantly...what they mean but dont say....
am i writing too abstract??? may be.....
but still.....
life was without tension few months back...
now its full of tensions...
earlier it was more of a routine....
now everything is happening....
earlier it was a relaxed lifestyle...
now i am always on my toes....
life sometime before had much time for loved ones....
now....not even for myself....
so what have i gained???
Money?
Satisfaction?
career achievement?
or....
relations...
people...
promptness...
more clarity of my thoughts and views...
dont know.....
but whatever happens happens for good...
lets see what happens ahead....
akhir...
picture abhi baaki hai....
lets hope i can get to write more and more....i'll try..

cya
amu